Sunday, November 29, 2009
Bulan oh Bulan, Matahari oh Matahari
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
it happens (again)
It's been 4 months since I have meet this guy. On August 11, 2009 (actually, can I say it almost reach 5 months?) we surprisingly met at Bikun (bis kuning) route of Balairung-FMIPA-Gymnasium-Stadion-FIK-FT (if I have not mistaken). I remember the way he giving up his seat to me. The way he stand in front of me (Okay, I know it's kinda weird for telling you this). Today, on November 25, 2009 I meet him again.
Let the story begin..
As usual chui always pick me up at Juanda avenue (can I called this avenue? okay, whatever) at 11.15am. We have to wait purez (no, i'm not type of girl who always use “z” when write “s” her name is Putri Rezkita so Purez is her name) as usual purez is always spray her-victoria secret-body-mist, chui's car scent suddenly turns out into a bed of flower scent (smells nice). As the long hard road to reach our university (in this case, i never say UI is campus, and I don't know why)
purez said “chu, kalo ke psikologi dulu mau ngga? gw mau ngambil uang nih”
chui “ah, elo. oke deh, tapi jangan lupa bayar pulsa yah” (chui selaku tukang kredit yang berperan sebagai tokoh antagonis dikalangan penghutang pulsa―hehe :D)
purez hanya tersenyum manis dan menyiaratkan berarti “iya”. Chui parkir tepat di depan ATM Mandiri-BNI-BRI sedangkan BCA agak jauh sedikit. Suddenly I remember I forgot to bring enough money then I decide to take some.
Gw berjalan sendirian dari parkiran karna chui ga mau turun dari mobilnya dan lebih memilih untuk duduk sendiri di mobil. Sampai di depan ATM BCA, gw melihat bahwa tidak ada orang di dalam bilik BCA (what? bilik? kampungan banget gw) confidently I entered the BCA. OH-MY-GOD it is just a sentence that appear on my mind. There is someone. SOMEONE. Dia laki-laki, memakai kacamata frame hitam, polo shirt, jeans, and converse. GOD. Terlintas bayangan cowo bikun yang memberi bangku dan ternyata cowok-yang-ngambil-uang-di-BCA-dan-gw-buka-pintunya adalah Mr. nice guy at Bikun.
I said tanpa mengurangi naskah yang ada “sorry banget gw kira ga ada orang di sini..” gw merasa sangat malu dan bingung mau ngomong apaan. Masih keingetan wajah dia di bikun waktu itu. Dengan tenang dan senyum ia menjawab “Gapapa, udah mau selesai juga kok” as he left suddenly I melted like an ice cream being burn by the sunlight.
I run as fast as I can into chui's car..
As I get there, “Chuiiiiii, you know what. tadi gw nerobos masuk ATM BCA”
Chui ketawa dan heran kenapa gw seneng, “dan lo tau lagi??” Chui ngegeleng seperti baru liat muka gw seneng “gw ketemu cowo ganteng”
Chui bereaksi “Yahh, tipaaw hoki banget ketemu dan ngeliat cowo ganteng melulu. Beruntung banget sih lo, paw”
Gw berkata “dan apakah lo tau dia siapa? dia cowo bikun itu, gw ngerasa pernah ketemu sama cowo itu suatu tempat. beneran deh, kacamata hitamnya, gerak-geriknya”
Chui ber-Oh ria dan gw langsung update status di twitter, “pas masuk BCA Psiko gw kaget ternyata di dalam ATMnya ada cowo bikun itu :D :D” dan gw ngetweet lagi “Love is in the air :)” dan gw juga ngetweet lagi “sumpah gw seneng banget”. Temen twitter gw, deviona reply ke gw “cie cie yang ketemu cuitcuit” dan gw membalas “uno uno gw seneng gw seneng gw seneng” sampai terakhir tadi tweet gw masih tentang dia.
ASTAGA.
He dramatically changes my day. Thanks God, for making me happy today, I'm ready for the next-surprising-meeting soon :D
XOXO
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Seni Peran dan Psikologi (Empati)
Setengah Gelas Terisi
Gelasnya tak terisi setengah.
Aku mual melihatnya.
Tertatih.
Awan pun tak sudi mengisi gelasku walaupun tak penuh. Entahlah..Aku nista.
Diberi caci dan menelan pahit tiap hari.
Kadang luruhnya air dari pelupuk mata tak kusadari.
Akhirnya aku mengerti, aku mengerti, mengapa tak ada yang mau mengisi gelas setengah terisi ini
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Ketika Hidup Berbicara
Sunday, November 15, 2009
10 personality traits that describe me
Pagi-pagi setelah ngebaca blog kak RR (dosen MPKT) si kakak abis tes personality traits dan hasilnya bagus banget.
well, according to me she-is-very-kindhearted-girl and so does the test, the test show how kind she is. introduction,
1. kak RR adalah dosen MPKT gw. kak RR baik dan sangat sabar menghadapi semua (para maba) yang kadang kurang respect (karna kelas MPKT gw terlalu santai) . hehe, kak RR dan kak ari thankieeees. berkat bantuan mereka berdua gw jadi lebih memahami ada yang mereka rasa selama ini.
2. kak RR seorang aktivis psikolog. mungkin karna aktif dari jaman ngampus sama SMA dulu kali yaa. kak RR lulusan Psiko UI (dan gw mau banget jadi maba psiko UI 2010, amin)
cukup sih, sebenarnya cuma itu aja yang gw tau dari kak RR.
by the way, after read her blog, gw tergoda untuk mencoba tes personality traits yang ada di http://psychcentral.com/personality-patterns/ dan karena hasilnya yang menggambarkan gw (in this case hasilnya bagus, thanks God) read and enjoy
Understanding
You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.
Warm
You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.
Empathetic
You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.
You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.
Calm
You rarely become irritated, generally accept people as they are, take things as they come, and feel relaxed in most situations.
You do not let a minor annoyance escalate to a confrontation. You don't regularly snap at those around you or fly off the handle with little provocation.
Passionate
You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.
You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.
Aesthetic
You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.
You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.
Sympathetic
You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.
You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.
Friendly
You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.
You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.
Assertive
You behave in a confident and forceful manner, take charge of the situation, raise your hand in class, stand up for what you think is right, and lead others. Among those who have a high score on the "assertive" trait, many have jobs in which they are valued for their organizational skills as well as their talent for supervising others.
You are not interested in fading into the woodwork, leaving everything to fate, taking more time than necessary to accomplish a task, or avoiding confrontation.
Tender
You are gentle with others, both physically and emotionally. You are careful not to upset people and go out of your way to find the nicest way to say something. You naturally focus on the fact that the world is full of wonderful people, places, and things. More often than not, people with a high score on the "tender" trait enjoy spending time with children, love romantic movies, and are enthusiastic about making the world a better place.
You don't think of yourself as tough-minded or gruff, nor do you need to be seen as some kind of objective source of truth and rationality.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
What I was Thinking about
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
accidentally in love
Ingatan gw melayang ke tanggal 11 Agustus 2009 yang lalu, di jalan menuju kosan temen gw di Kutek, di dalam Bis Kuning (rute: merah), dengan berdirinya gue di depan seorang laki-laki yang sangaaaaaat berbeda dengan orang lain, gue jatuh cinta.
Mungkin jatuh cinta gak jelas ya kapan datangnya, kayak ngantuk, kayak laper, gak jelas deh pokoknya. Kita pun gak akan pernah tau kapan kita jatuh cinta, sama siapa, dan kita ketemu dimana..
Ngomong-ngomong tentang cinta, gue lagi jatuh cinta nih..emang sih cerita cinta gue gak sesedih romeo-juliet atau sebahagia putri anastasia, tapi jatuh cinta gue lebih ke arah norak. Ceritanya berawal dari pertama gue berada di bikun..gue tadi mau ke teknik (kutek-kosan tiara- buat ngerjain tugas esay OKK), bikun yang penggemarnya banyak banget penuh gila, pokoknya sesek banget deh. Bikun yang selama ini gue naikin gak pernah sesek kayak gitu, gue baru ngerasain naik bikun sesek kayak gitu, tapi buat pengalaman jugalah. Oya, udah gitu, pas masuk ke bikun, gue sama temen gue, vidya, jalan agak pelan-pelan buat ngeraih gantungan tangan (itu loh yang kayak di kereta-kereta), berdirilah gue dihadapan seorang cowok yang BAIIIIIIKKKK bangeeeett, dia lumayan ganteng, tipikal orang serius yang pintar dan nyambung diajak ngomong (mulai sekarang kita panggil dia, cowok baik) cowok baik ini pun berdiri, timbulah hasrat gue buat duduk dibangku dia, dia berdiri dan ngomong pelan ke gue, “duduk aja”, ASTAGA...dan yang selanjutnya terjadi, gue duduk dibangku dia, gue antara seneng, bego, polos, dan goblok, gue bingung harus bertindak, gue pun manggil temen gue supaya duduk disebelah gue. Gue rame banget ngomongin cowok baik tadi, yaampun..sumpah ya, ganteng, pinter, baik pula...ckckck
Sempurna banget kayaknya, yaampun..gue pengen banget ketemu dia lagi, satu-satu yang gue tau dari si cowok baik, dia pake kemeja biru navy (warna biru favorit gue banget), jins item, pake kacamata frame item, dan dia naik bikun merah. Ckckck..si cowok baik itu maba atau senior yah? Semoga dia senior deh..
Gue heran sih kenapa gue bisa tertarik sama orang sedewasa dia.
Apa kemaren gue suka sama kakak gue, cuma perasaan biasa aja? Apa sekarang gue lagi denial sama diri gue sendiri?
Entahlah, gue tetep gak akan pernah mengerti cinta yang sebenarnya, jadi biar aja deh cinta yang jadi misteri dan biar aja cinta yang mencari jalannya sendiri..